Writing is better than saying it outloud for me. I do not want my mind to eat itself. Currently it isn't, historically that means it's about to or presently is but I'm just not aware yet. Sometimes I feel so damn over therapized. I'm always truly 100% grateful for my therapy, but sometimes it bites me in the ass. I feel very free today. Optimistic with warm fuzzies inside me with thoughts of the approaching year. It's always been the impending year to me, I somehow have a softer more gentle feeling about a new year. It's a super nice and happy way to feel. For no other reason other than the freedom of me being me. I feel strong and confident in everything I'm doing. No wonder I'm scared of my coocoo mind eating itself. Who am I????!) strong and confident who? Oi, my inner dichotomy of turmoil and peace, today peace has been winning. Yesterday peace won. I am hopeful for a peaceful tomorrow and go to sleep with a quiet head that will gently hit the pillow.
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