Strange how the universe works. I thought I have been resenting much of the world for what feels like forever. Recently I’ve realized it wasn’t the world I had problem with, it was myself. In order to turn this around, the process has been uncomfortable, challenging, upsetting and hard. Yet throughout the arduous process, as it was happening and I was still resenting the world, somewhere along the way, somehow, I started to stop hating on myself so much. Wouldn’t you know as soon as I started to give myself just a baby break I stopped resenting the world so much.
It’s ironic to me that when you’re in the shit in your head it’s impossible to get out. You take comfort in the darkness even though you resent the shit out of it. Such a vicious cycle of yuck. But that baby step out, just the tinest baby step, really garners true perspective even in the most craziest of minds.
I hope it continues, this great feeling of walking in the light. I know they told Carol Ann to stay away from the light, but I want to walk in the light. It’s way safer than the dark.
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